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Courtesy Phyllis Webstad
Phyllis Webstad, Stswecem’c Xgat’tem First Nation, British Columbia, today wears the color orange to pay tribute to residential school survivors—and acknowledge their pain, trauma and loss—all across Canada and the U.S.

Turtle Island Marks Orange Shirt Day on September 30 to Honor Residential School Survivors

Martha Troian
9/30/13

It's a story that Phyllis Webstad has never told anyone—until now.

“I remember I picked out a shiny orange shirt to go to school in, it was an exciting time,” says Webstad, from the Stswecem’c Xgat’tem First Nation in British Columbia.

Just six years old, Webstad was wearing the brand-new orange shirt that her grandmother had bought her to start her first term at residential school. The shirt was very shiny, Webstad recalled recently, a delicate weave of eyelets and lace. But that first day turned out to be its last: Staff immediately confiscated the shirt, and Webstad never saw it again.

“I wore the shirt that day, and I never wore it again,” Webstad said.

From that moment on, the color orange came to represent pain, loss and trauma for Webstad. She was haunted by the color throughout her life.

“I would go shopping and anything orange was almost an instant breakdown,” said Webstad. “I hated the color orange.”

Out of that traumatic experience has come the first ever Orange Shirt Day, meant to recognize the harm that was done to residential school students and to show a commitment to the principle that every child matters. Event organizers are asking people across North America to wear an orange shirt on September 30 as a way of supporting Residential School Survivors.

Orange Shirt Day was to debut in the city of Williams Lake, B.C., but has already garnered attention across Canada, the U.S. and even in Europe. Indigenous and non-indigenous people alike are donning orange shirts today, and the message is being circulated on social media. People are encouraged to submit their orange-shirt photos to the Orange Shirt Day Facebook page. Staffers from the Assembly of First Nations and supporters, sporting the day’s signature tee, gathered on the steps of Parliament in Ottawa on September 30. The AFN tweeted this photo

It's a way to keep the conversation going, said Webstad, and to acknowledge how painful the month of September can be for these students, also known as the “crying month” because September was most often when students had to leave for school.

Webstad first entered the doors of the St. Joseph's Mission (Caribou) Residential School, located on the William's Lake First Nation in British Columbia, in 1973. The school operated for nearly a century, from 1891 to 1981 and is deeply linked to Webstad’s family. Both her mother and grandmother had been forced to attend the school before her.

Residential schools dominated the Canadian landscape from the 1870s to the 1990s, with more than 130 operating at one time. These government-funded, mostly church-run schools forced more than 150,000 indigenous children to be separated from their families. Too often, children were exposed to multiple forms of abuse and in some cases, death. Long hair was often cut short, and uniform-like clothing would be administered immediately to the children.

Throughout her life, Webstad suffered from low self-esteem and low self-worth, uncaring how she was treated by others, including herself. By eighth grade, Webstad was pregnant, with no idea how to parent.

“Only until recently have I been making the connection to residential school,” said Webstad. “I've been part of Al-non for nineteen years. I can say my name now without crying anymore.”

She can also look at the color orange.

For Orange Shirt Day, designers Tara-Lee Gardner (Sto:lo) and Kwiaahwah Jones (Haida) have volunteered to design an orange t-shirt, with proceeds going to Reconciliation Canada and the Indian Residential School Survivors Society. Jessica Benson is from Rama First Nation near Orilla, Ontario and plans to participate, her orange shirt all picked out, to honor her grandparents.

“My grandparents were the last generation that were fully fluent in Ojibwe,” said Benson. “I can see how the impact of residential school from three generations ago affect me and my siblings today.”

Students at the schools were often forbidden to speak their native languages, and as a result, Benson's maternal great-grandmother was fluent in her language but too ashamed to speak it. In fact, when she went into town, her great-grandmother would often tell people she was Italian.

Benson says her family also suffered from issues of child abandonment, something that was passed on from one generation to the next. Today she is working to reclaim her mother tongue.

For Webstad it’s a way to see the color orange, in all its varied hues, resonate for many.

“This is not just my story,” said Webstad. “It's everyone's story. It’s time to talk about it and time to remember those who went there.”

Webstad hopes that next year more communities will participate in the day’s commemoration and begin to design their own shirts that speak to them.

“I have many shades in my closet now from the different people that have been making shirts for me,” Webstad said. “I never knew there were so many shades of orange.”

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Submitted by Two Bears Growling on
I have heard a good number of these horror stories from various ones of our old ones though the years. I have seen men & women with tears running down their faces with shame. It always broke my heart as I cried with them to hear those stories, but I know that these old ones needed to share their stories & let all the pain out once & for all. It is part of the healing of a spirit-wounded person as they journey towards healing their mind, body & spirit. As I told them, the shame never was theirs; it belonged to those who abused them in these terrible places. The shame & the sin were their abusers. Not EVER theirs! If ever a sin was committed, it was committed by these horrible places. The harm they caused not only affected those who were there, but also multiple generations that came after those originally harmed. Some may say how is that possible? I would tell them in more ways than they could even imagine. Many times those folks were not able to show love & affection to their own children. Many times it led to alcoholism, physical abuse & worse of their children & spouse. These horrible places stopped so many of our ancestors from speaking our native languages, practicing our original religions. As a result, we generations that came afterwards, never got to learn our languages & at times our religions till we became older & learned who our people really were. Our Creator has a special place reserved for these abusers of our ancestors. Likewise, Man Above has a special place in His heart full of compassion & gentleness for those who suffered at the hands of these abusers in those houses of terror & suffering.

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Submitted by Michael Madrid on
Hey Two Bears, Who you calling "old?" These schools closed in the 80s! :) Actually, I agree with everything Two Bears Growling has said. NDN boarding schools were little more than an attempt to turn our people from their languages, their culture, their families and their identity.

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Submitted by Anonymous on
Hello there Michael Madrid, Nice seeing you out again. I know what you mean! Ha! I enjoy your humor though! I also enjoy seeing our brothers & sisters all across Indian Country who drop by sharing with the rest of us folks. It is a crime that should have been brought before the Hague decades ago to be tried as crimes against humanity. I can guarantee you some of us here know, experienced or have read about all the crimes committed against our ancestors of the past & not so distant past alike. There is no amount of money that can make up for these atrocities done to our ancestors & relations through the years. No amount of money that can replace all that has been lost or stolen from our many peoples through the centuries. We had the best that the Creator made for us when our people were free to live as we believed & roam all over the Great Spirit's creation. We had the best of meats, roots, berries, water, etc. We were happy, raised our families in the ways that pleased Man Above. We were strong morally, physically, spiritually as well. The answers to success for today & the future are here for us all to regain IF we return to the ways of our ancestors in raising our families, regaining our people's health, our culture, our spirituality & the return of the Creator's blessings as in times past before the Invaders destroyed so much. It starts with each one who reads here today making the decision for themselves & their families to take a stand that says you stand for living in a good way that pleases our Creator. The change begins with YOU!
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